I'm literally shaking. It's like, such a kantoi, busted moment. My boy just came to my house to hang out & have a chat with me a while ago. My family members weren't home & i was home alone. You see, only my mom & sis knows about him but my dad totally doesn't. & i plan to keep it that way. He's quite old fashion & you know, i don't know how to tell him about us. He's not so open minded about me dating yet. I guess i'm still his "little girl".

So, anyway, just when my boy went out of the house, MY DAD ARRIVES HOME. Shit! I acted like nothing happened & said goodbye to my boy when deep down inside, i was shaking in fear. My dad just drove the car & acted like nothing happen. But i know he knew something was up. But thankfully, he didn't say anything till now.

I am so damn afraid of my dad albeit the fact that i despise him. But thank God he hasn't opened his mouth. But obviously, the gig is up..

p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WENWEN! :)

It has been a long long while since i've updated my blog. I guess blogging used to be the 'it' thing months ago. But wtheck, updating for the sake of updating. Anyway, SPM is so over!! I'm overly happy about it but then again, sad.. ;( I won't get to see the friends i see everyday for 5 years. I'll have to face the world on my own now. It can't be that bad, right? *fingers crossed*

& knn mcb, i got selected for National Service! Batch one, located in Bintulu. I have to admit, i'm damn annoyed & angry. I have to skip KL & KK trip just to attend this camp. No offence to the "oh-so-smart" goverment but you sure know how to make a girl feel miserable. & yes, you might be thinking, why can't i just postpone it to the second batch? I'd love to know that answer too since the father doesn't allow =.= Knn mcb, i hate him so much.

Anywho, instead of sulking about it, why not just have fun every single day before i head off to Bintulu, right? :) That means partying & a i-couldn't-care-less attitude towards the father. Sorry for my oh-so-fake-joyous attitude but yeah.

p.s More updates to come! :)