The Girl: 
SABRINA Or as most people call me, Sabbie Ashley is my Christian name I'm officially 17 this year :] Born on 19th Sept. Paris & the Eiffel Tower makes me go uuu lala. Hoping to enjoy everyday as much as possible! :] Footprints: ShoutMix chat widget Flyaways: ▪ E ONLINE ▪ GLAMBAMM Abby Alvin Anysia Belle Cassie Chay Sing Chris Crystal Cynthia Della Dexter Ee Xin Garnette Ivy Jac Jac Jack Janet Jeremy Joanna F Joanna V Jobina June Chung Justine Kristine Priscilla Rachel Racheal Regina Stephs Soo Ee Suffy Ummi Vivian C Vivian L Wen Wen Yee Ling Yee Sii Yiik Siang Yunn Mei Archives: August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 February 2010 April 2010 |
Friday, September 26, 2008, 7:28 PM
`Miserable We're practically strangers now. It's as if i'm invincible to him. Ever since that day, he's been treating me like this. I did not do anything wrong to him & yet he yelled at me, screaming unreasonable things at my face. I still can't believe he said those things to me. The words are still fresh in my mind. It's suppose to be me blaming him for what he did!! Now i know how it feels like to not have a father. Cause it sure does feel like it. He has no idea how much it hurts when he talks to my mom & sister & just ignores me completely! He's treating me like an outsider, like i'm not part of this family! My mom told me to just give in although i didn't do anything wrong. She said "I have no idea why he's being like this but just give in. You 2 treating each other like this is making things very hard." But i just can't bear myself to say i'm sorry when i did not even do anything! Damn it! Just thinking of it makes me feel angry for what he did! I know i'm suppose to forgive him cause he's my father but all this anger inside of me is just too much! What he did & is still doing is unforgivable to me. |
