I am so disappointed with my father! My heart is literally in pieces & i don't understand why my mom needs to suffer for him. I don't understand why my sister & i have to put up with his shit every single day! He PROMISED me that he will try his best to make me happy & to do whatever he can to make my life a better place. FUCK, that is total bullshit. I now learn that not even the ones closest to you will keep their promises. I always believed that he will keep that promise even after what he has done to my mother. Because my sister & i are the reason my parents are still together. & now i know that a family member can hurt you more than anything else in the world! I am crying my heart out now! My heart ached when he said that to me. It just hurts so bad to know that the man that hurt me is my father. Ah, fuck..