Bah, after a loooooong while, i just realised that my blog URL, mybittersweetremeniscence, has a slight mistake in the spelling.


Haha, i know, noob right? But what to do? I'm not gonna change it. I'm just gonna leave it at that so that it's originally my word. Strange. Anyway, a lot of people asked me what the meaning of reminiscence is. Let me fill you in on that.

I haven't been out at all since Tuesday. I've been relaxing at home :) I've been waking up later than usual, sleeping later than usual & indulging on food more than usual. Haha, i know i know. I shouldn't eat sooooooo much, later gain weight. But i've been wanting to eat chocolate cakes & ice cream & fries! Bah, weird right? It seems like i'm turning into a couch potato. Well, sorta. I've been enjoying myself, watching Attention Please! It's a Japanese series about this punk rock chick learning how to be more graceful & what not but still maintaining who she really is to become a cabin attendant. I know i make it sound boring but it's actually really interesting! Muahahahaha..


I can't believe school is gonna start again real soon. I remember when i was sitting for my exams, i was anticipating Dexter's birthday. & now, it's over already! Like wtheck, everyday seems to pass by really fast. As Dexter says, tomorrow will be Christmas already. Hopefully it's not true. Lol, anyway, back to my drama! Byebye!

Bah, i just remembered some incidents about racism. I can't believe that some people i know & care are racists! & i really really hate racism! Aarrrghhhh. Is it wrong to hang out or like someone who's a different race? Do you have to like your own race? Go fuck yourself la.

I absolutely hate it when someone knows this certain type of race is going to this somewhere, the certain someone doesn't want to go anymore just because they're there. I honestly think it's because they think hanging out with them is uncool. Eat shit please. Honestly, mostly Chinese people don't wanna hang out with Bumis, or as they are called, lakkias. Wtheck. I used to call Bumis that too, but luckily i realised that i was being a racist.

I recall some incidents when some Bumis are gonna sleep over, SHE told HIM that SHE doesn't wanna sleep over anymore.

SHE : Are THEY sleeping over here tonight?
HIM : Yeah, of course.
SHE : If like that, i don't wanna sleep anymore lo.
HIM : *makes a face*

Like omgah! When he told me that, i was sooooo angry. I really hate racists! & i'm even more dissapointed that you are my friend, acting like one. Shit lah. & it's really obvious who you are. & hunny, if you don't know what racism means, take a mirror & you'll know. Or better yet, just look it up in a dictionary.

More incidents had happened but there are way too many for me to list down. Bah, to all you racists, eat shit & fuck yourself!

I slept at 6pm something yesterday & i just woke up. Super tired. But i had loads of fun.. :)
We celebrated Dexter's birthday yesterday at Imperial in one of the apartments. Muahahaha. The food was satisfying & the swimming was great. But best of all was the company i had. Everyone was fun & great to hang out with. I won't mind doing it again.

1. The person who last tag you is:
Joan!

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
a friend i just met :)

3. Your five ten impression of him/her:
a) she expresses her thoughts which i think is really great
b) her blog is interesting
c) awfully friendly :)
d) & well, i don't really know her, so this is about all i know :P
e)
f)
g)
h)
i)
j)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
haha! she comments almost all the time & i like it!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
erm, hrmm. none for now? sorry babe.

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
jump down yu lan plaza. not a lesbo dearies.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
*laughs*

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
cut off fingers. haha..

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
no reason cause it won't happen :)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
erk, get to know her better?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
she seems like a really nice person :)

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
i don't know. my friend said my attitude is really influential :S

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
the fact that i can really be crazy sometimes.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
my temper *shakes head*

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
to be a little light tempered person & don't take things too seriously.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
love ya'll & take care! i'll always be here for you guys if you need anything :)

Lol, the next few questions are not applicable as i am seriously lazy to tag anyone else :) :)

Third sumatif is over! You hear me? Over!!! Haha, yeah, a case of over excitement for holidays :)
Anyway, lately i've been grump & cranky. I honestly think it's due to my lack of sleep. Everytime i'm sleepy, i get cranky & act like an old lady who can't find her cats. Wtheck. But i think i did pretty okay this sumatif *pats shoulders* Haha, but i still think it's not enough.

Sunday much! Went to Pustaka in the morning, yeah, morning. I arrived there around 11.05 am & waited for the 2 slow pokes to arrive. Wen arrived 15 minutes later whereas Dexter arrived half an hour later. Pfft.. Anyway, yeasshhh, i really did study, Maths to be precise. Thanks to Wen for teaching! She helped me a lot! Appreciate it much. Dexter was a big help too, sorta. He makes jokes every now & then to lighten up the mood & tensity : )

I'm impossible right now if you know what i mean. Hahs, well i'm sorta kinda so not preparing for exams. It's gonna be a long 2 weeks or so. Anywho, on Friday night, went to school for bbq in school. Band style. It was okay lah. A totally normal night.